Much more focused in my health, especially skin lol. Things
like I’m getting paranoid for the future that I might get some diseases, for
you might agree with me that this present environment is not as safe as before,
with exposure of chemical and radiations everywhere brought by invented
products and gadgets. Stroke and cancer are some of the common illnesses that
caught my attention. Though sometimes it feels like there’s no reason for
rising every morning, still I wanted to have a healthy lifestyle. Yeah I don’t
wanna age early, I have this fear that getting old will not synch with my
present age.
Stress. This is something that made me contemplate these
past days. I recently realize stress is no joke. Stress will make us sick. So
you have a very high paying job, but your health is at stake. It’s like you are
earning for future hospitalization. Blood diseases, cancer and the likes are
sometimes due to stress, which sometimes came from work. Just in case, I wanna
have a long life, a healthy long life. (I don’t dream of a wealthy life amidst
a battle of health problems.)
Bangag. Lucid dreams seems enjoying its stay on my slumber
for the past few days. If only its not nightmare. I’ve been waking up at 12 or at 2 am. So I
feel like beaten up. It gives me head ache. Sleeping well is a very hard task
when you feel that your room is soo hunted, but in the morning it felt like just
normal. I sometimes wanted to put lots of bible with me in my bedside, bear
with me. This wayward thinking made me laugh, soo ridiculous. (especially when
I am away in my haunted sanctuary).
Work. I’ve being bored in my business. So far, I look for
things to divert the feeling.
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