I realized I'm still unprepared of engaging in some things. The
approaching event summon a fear that has been buried deep and
sleeping. Will I honestly enjoy such event? I'm not
an ordinary girl, who'll do for a hostess of an event nor an
entertainer. I hate parties.
I find it hard to say no. How much more when its just few days
from now? Ayaw ko sana napapangunahan. I want to do things on my
own way. I remember when he ambushes me that I am already invited.
Those things like surprises doesn't really work with my tastes. It's
easier to reject if it's just a favor of a new found friend, the
closer the person the harder. But why do some people gets so
insensible nor blind themselves with other people's feeling. They ask
favors without minding if it would be okay with the person whom they
asked, like if those things would be comfortable.
I realized that a sort of this kind of thing has already happened
not once nor twice before. The only thing that didn’t change was my
opinion or reaction in these things. I just can't say an early 'no',
for if possible I wanted to grant it and say 'yes'. But it's really a
'no' for this time...
I just want to be understood and not to be pressured. I want to be
a friend you can count on, but please be gentle, please bear with me,
and please be careful with the approach. Honestly I'm still not
physically, mentally and most of all is emotionally prepared for
this. Let's be sensible...
Time will come that this will not be an issue anymore... Someone's
gonna have to wait...
Like her, please don't get tired... let's not tire ourselves.
Sana umiwas tayo na magsama ng tao just to show off, or to prove
something to other people.
Friday, February 7, 2014
Wednesday, February 5, 2014
Missed Present
I really feel so sleep deprived. I know it's foolish to fight when
I was lying on bed during those times. I wish it has nothing to do
with my vitamins. I want to avoid coffee as much as possible.
It was a mixed emotion. It's like a thing I like was just in front of me yet I cannot touch nor reach. Just there to agonize me. Of course I would be touched with the gesture and effort but there's still a pang of remorse.
I didn't welcome any guilt feelings. It's not my fault. It's the chance or the timing or the absence of expectations. If only I had the charger that time... If only I had my sim... If only I know... Then it would be a successful surprise. If there's no risks in chances...
But still, I'm thankful and blessed for everything...
It was a mixed emotion. It's like a thing I like was just in front of me yet I cannot touch nor reach. Just there to agonize me. Of course I would be touched with the gesture and effort but there's still a pang of remorse.
I didn't welcome any guilt feelings. It's not my fault. It's the chance or the timing or the absence of expectations. If only I had the charger that time... If only I had my sim... If only I know... Then it would be a successful surprise. If there's no risks in chances...
But still, I'm thankful and blessed for everything...
Tuesday, February 4, 2014
Happy Birthday To You February...
I'm really an inexpert when it comes to gift giving but then you have to meet errors first before you'll perfect any art.
I have here a flash drive I bought in Baguio. This is a practical and useful gift. Not everyone has enough flash drive or spare one to use unless you're an I.T. But uh-oh... i was so confounded with excitement of buying it that I forgot my own GB size. (I have a lot of flash drive that I didn't mind to absorb details)
I only realized it back home when I opened my flash drive. It should have been a 16GB like mine so I can share many videos at once.
LBC STORY
I was about to try 2Go service but I was surprised with its price. It costs P144 and will be delivered for 3 days. I was hoping for a price around P25 only. I didn’t ask for any further questions like if they can offer a lower prize. I was even squeezed in their very hard to open door. Sigh. Yeah this is 2GO story.
About LBC, nothing really extraordinary. The price is still P155. I was asked if it's delivery. Even if they asked, do I know the difference it make or the pros and cons?
It was during lunch break when I notice how ungentle they are with the packages. They'd just throw or shoot things in the tray. Pabagsak pa kahit sa main desk. No wonder the company won't accept breakable things. They tend to disregard the remaining smaller details when they have to deal with a lot of customers. This are few of those known private companies which I hope to see improvements and professionalism.
So this ends here... no more brain juice, only black haze.
Sweet memory tokens...
Monday, February 3, 2014
Weekdays and Weekend... 27-2
My weekdays was filled with failed attempts of setting up a working
place for Android. There was lightness, there was also some sarcasm.
I want to call it split personality. It scares me how far a person
can inflict a damage just because they wanted to do so, out of envy
or out of fun?
I have a long weekend. A bit of it was wasted, part of it was adventurous while some was sprinkled with sadness. The end of the weekend is still bear sulkiness over me. There are unspoken words, unshared thoughts. There is a certain longing for intimacy. People are insensitive or we just stop to care.
Octupus moments
That reminds me I was also eating octopus lately, but that's not the highlight. It was the first time I tried an octopus ride. I wonder why my friends are scared of Ferris Wheel when the octopus was scarier. The fear makes me laugh ridiculously. And yeah, I screamed. It was scary... really. But it doesn't mean I would not try it again.
How I wish I can spend time with cousin...
I have a long weekend. A bit of it was wasted, part of it was adventurous while some was sprinkled with sadness. The end of the weekend is still bear sulkiness over me. There are unspoken words, unshared thoughts. There is a certain longing for intimacy. People are insensitive or we just stop to care.
Octupus moments
That reminds me I was also eating octopus lately, but that's not the highlight. It was the first time I tried an octopus ride. I wonder why my friends are scared of Ferris Wheel when the octopus was scarier. The fear makes me laugh ridiculously. And yeah, I screamed. It was scary... really. But it doesn't mean I would not try it again.
How I wish I can spend time with cousin...
Sunday, February 2, 2014
Facial Wash at Nisce: my impression
I miss the pain because I miss the clean feeling. And most of all,
I wanted to get rid of my stubborn blackheads. I went to Nisce
because its well- known compared to the last one I went
but I felt... sometimes it's hard to find words to express things. The more I was not uplifted after this.
Facial Wash:
-Deep cleansing seaweed facial P399
-Hydrating moisture-lock facial P550
-Revitilizing Q10 facial P550
-Fortifying gold mask P550
The price list was not available except the tart posted outside. I was asking for one but wasn't available, out of stock. I just went inside hoping (as the front line said) the staff would suggest a much fitter facial wash for me since you see there are four different facial wash. But...
She was recommending the most expensive facial was for P2300. Are you kidding me? That diamond peel, do I really need one? She asked my age. Does it matter? or she was just asking for the sake of entertainment? She was saying it's for dead skin cell.
Steam
That was not my first time. I was wondering why the steamer was not really pointing my direction. How would my skin get conditioned for the upcoming blackheads removal?
Black Head Removal
She seemed the last and remaining staff assisting customers. In the middle of the blackheads removal, she left me and assisted one of the customer. The finished client who went to watch me became a source of irritation. Why do I have this feeling that she was in a hurry? She was sliding the tool in my face that I wonder if I would get ugly face marks after. It was so opposite compared to my first time. The staff from different spa was careful and slow and she wasn't sliding the tool on my face, she was just like pushing it on my skin, one by one. So different with the staff in Nisce. I also noticed that mostly my left cheek were attended.
Vacuum
This was a first time. Maybe to suck some missed whiteheads or blackheads.
A device i don't know
A light emmiting device was used on my face. Smells like iron? To close the pores? I cannot really guess. After this, she was asking what I'd want. I honestly don’t know, for I don’t have the pamplet. She doesn’t seem know what to say too. Worst, its a bit humiliating when she said I would go out and look. I find it rude.
Mask
A non-sticky mask. I would like this part if only she wasn't that harsh after. I like the cold feeling it gives to my just swollen face. This is for 20 minutes. To spoil the fun, she removed it ungently. Did I offended her in some way? Maybe.
In between
These are the wash part with sponge or circling device I’m already lazy to mention. It was also present before the blackheads removal. I wonder if its the same sponge used on other clients.
Close your eyes.
Something was sprayed on my face. A quick and barely felt massage ends it.
On the other hand, it was nicer that there's lesser noise in Nisce compared to Reveal's Spa where you can hear their chatters. Perhaps it can be attributed for the reason that it's almost closing time, so there's few staff in Nisce that time. Few staff = less noise.
I regret I am disappointed in that branch of Nisce, I was hoping to avail my future facials there but after this incident, it gave me a lots of reason for self reassessment.
Facial Wash:
-Deep cleansing seaweed facial P399
-Hydrating moisture-lock facial P550
-Revitilizing Q10 facial P550
-Fortifying gold mask P550
The price list was not available except the tart posted outside. I was asking for one but wasn't available, out of stock. I just went inside hoping (as the front line said) the staff would suggest a much fitter facial wash for me since you see there are four different facial wash. But...
She was recommending the most expensive facial was for P2300. Are you kidding me? That diamond peel, do I really need one? She asked my age. Does it matter? or she was just asking for the sake of entertainment? She was saying it's for dead skin cell.
Steam
That was not my first time. I was wondering why the steamer was not really pointing my direction. How would my skin get conditioned for the upcoming blackheads removal?
Black Head Removal
She seemed the last and remaining staff assisting customers. In the middle of the blackheads removal, she left me and assisted one of the customer. The finished client who went to watch me became a source of irritation. Why do I have this feeling that she was in a hurry? She was sliding the tool in my face that I wonder if I would get ugly face marks after. It was so opposite compared to my first time. The staff from different spa was careful and slow and she wasn't sliding the tool on my face, she was just like pushing it on my skin, one by one. So different with the staff in Nisce. I also noticed that mostly my left cheek were attended.
Vacuum
This was a first time. Maybe to suck some missed whiteheads or blackheads.
A device i don't know
A light emmiting device was used on my face. Smells like iron? To close the pores? I cannot really guess. After this, she was asking what I'd want. I honestly don’t know, for I don’t have the pamplet. She doesn’t seem know what to say too. Worst, its a bit humiliating when she said I would go out and look. I find it rude.
Mask
A non-sticky mask. I would like this part if only she wasn't that harsh after. I like the cold feeling it gives to my just swollen face. This is for 20 minutes. To spoil the fun, she removed it ungently. Did I offended her in some way? Maybe.
In between
These are the wash part with sponge or circling device I’m already lazy to mention. It was also present before the blackheads removal. I wonder if its the same sponge used on other clients.
Close your eyes.
Something was sprayed on my face. A quick and barely felt massage ends it.
On the other hand, it was nicer that there's lesser noise in Nisce compared to Reveal's Spa where you can hear their chatters. Perhaps it can be attributed for the reason that it's almost closing time, so there's few staff in Nisce that time. Few staff = less noise.
I regret I am disappointed in that branch of Nisce, I was hoping to avail my future facials there but after this incident, it gave me a lots of reason for self reassessment.
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