The Sky When It's Too Bright...

So depressing...

The bright sky illuminating those ugly yellow leaves while it sways in the hot air of the afternoon annoys me. How I wish it turn into a shade of deep green and would remain like that forever.

I hate this part of the day. I always hate it. It gives me headache. It makes me sweat and dehydrated. It changes my mood. It makes me feel sick. It makes me lazy.

If only things are normal I will not be asking and waiting for His reasons. Did I die from suffocation in my old life? The escape I have is a fool's cheat, you'll wake up and find that there's really no improvements only lost time.

But then, good night.