When you’re dead frozen in bed doing nothing... and you find
yourself too lazy to move… Mesmerized in deep thought but not really thinking.
I wonder what’s wrong with me, I’m immobilized. Then I came back into my senses
when I took a piece of paper and started writing…
As promised, two worth remembering thing about my birthday
includes a supposed-to-be surprise from my BF and my Kuya’s thoughtful short
stay.
A SUPPOSED TO BE SURPRISE
I was really surprised but in a different way. BF said he
has nothing for my birthday. Genius indeed. It made me sad and disappointed,
not that I am looking forward for something big. But reminding me of my
upcoming birthday when I actually trying hard not to think about it and worst
letting me know exactly how unimportant that day is just a perfect way of
ruining everything. (I knew he was trying to save in the first place though).
It turned out that he’s just trying to surprise me since he really had
something for me. :( It was a bad joke. An epic made by BF. I went a bit
trauma. April fools in September. I keep reminding myself he didn’t mean to dishearten
me. Hmm.. so should we consider it a surprise?
KUYA’S SHORT STAY
This is something wonderful about Kuya. He made a new
tradition of getting home every September. I still feel awkward though. The
presence of the person is enough for me to be deeply touched and happy. Then we
got dinner but I wasn’t able to taste the cake he brought from where he came
from. Naubos agad.
NIGHTMARE
I don’t like parties. I felt sort of harassed and caught off
guard. Not that I don’t like gathering, I just felt its not the right time nor
the right place. It seemed that nobody really had much fun that day or maybe I’m
the only one. A real party should be something where everyone is entertained
and happy…
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